

my thoughtsThis pain i have won't go away no matter what i do.... i know where its coming from but i cant admit it to anyone, especially the one i love. Because the pain that i feel the twisting in my stomach that won't go away, that refuse to even fade when i'm away from her, is from the fear of being hurt, the fear of loosing the one i love, The Fear that when i come back she'll have moved on, or done something i am not sure I would be able to forgive. The pain the keeps me up at night, never allowing my brain my heart my soul to rest at night.my thoughts
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